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i want to give up smoking by the time new years rolls around. it's gross. my 10 yr old self would have kicked my ass for doing this. its not cute, nor "cool". we all look like dipshits for doing it. it starts off with one cigarette, that's all it takes. your curious, you try it...ok, then you realize "hmm, that wasn't that bad". then the next thing you know your smoking a cigarette here, a cigarette there...just to ease your nerves, or whatever. then wham, it hits you like a tone of bricks...you wake up in the middle of night to take a piss, and there you have it., just when you least expect it, a craving for that wonderful demon nicotine. i went from being a closet smoker at 16, to a fully addicted smoker at 18, and now at almost 20 yrs old, i can go through 2-3 packs a day if i'm not paying attention, and in the "lalala" mode (which is pretty rare, thankfully). i've been trying to quit this disgusting habit, its just hard!
and i'm also trying to give up greasy, sweet, fatty foods. oh and cut down on the mass amounts of captain crunch. haha
given that my grandfather died of emphysema, my grandmother died of cancer, my aunt died of diabetes (which my sister has aswell), and my dad having serious heart issues...i should really be more concerned with what goes into my body.
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